A Rambling

I’ve got a few things on my mind. The first would be the Austrian guy who locked his daughter up and raped her. Had seven kids by her – 0ne of which died. What the hell is wrong with that guy? It\’s just…I don\’t want to think about it. It\’s despicable – for a guy like him, there can be no punishment on Earth that can fully punish him for what he has done.

Then again, the Bible says ”Judge not or you will be judged.” Or was that from Aesop? I don’t know, lol. But still – no matter how you look at it, there is no excuse…nothing that can justify what he did to her. Nothing at all. It is despicable – it is…there are NO WORDS that can fully encompass the pure essence of wickedness that he has committed.

It’s disgusting.

Barack Obama on Jay Leno. I could make some snotty comment about what our President thinks about the Special Olympics, but his words were taken way out of context. Some people read too much into what is said.

Another thing – just to point this out…I do NOT want to have cyber sex with anyone. I do NOT want to do anything of the sort with anyone. So…

I watched the weirdest music video yesterday. It was Avenged Sevenfold\’s Little Piece of Heaven. It involved a guy killing his girlfriend, eating her heart and having sex with her dead body. And then the dead body rose up and killed him. And then they killed everyone together. The song was okay – there were some parts which I liked and other parts which I didn\’t like – which happens in pretty much every song I listen to. I especially liked the part where the guy and girl duet together. The music video is still weird…in a disturbing way.

It was in cartoon version though – imagine a live action version of that. No – I don\’t want to imagine a live version of that.

I have come to a sad realization recently. My life is boring. Very boring. I don\’t really do anything meaningful. I don\’t volunteer in charities, I stay away from church activities (because I don\’t fit into the whole \’Praise God\’ at every step of the way young adult groups). I don\’t really go out much – if I was a plant, I\’d be dead due to lack of sunlight. If I was a fish, I\’d be one of those fishes that live in an underwater cave and have pale milky white eyes.

I have also realized that I am very much behind on my studies. Which sucks – because I have exams soon. Oh God.

Actually, God can\’t help me now. I\’m too insignificant. LOL. Look at it this way – if all those saints have to suffer for so much and for so long until the Father Above intervenes, how long will it take for the Almighty to help me, humble (yeah right) and insignificant as I am?

I had a salad for dinner last night. And I skipped breakfast. I am running on empty, but I don\’t feel hungry. Why?

Because I think I have gained weight. Think. I haven\’t looked at the scales yet. I don\’t want to. I just feel fat. The \’I don\’t feel hungry part\’ was a lie. I\’m fricking hungry. Frick. That\’s a nice word. Friiiiiiiiiiick.

Fraaaaaaaaack.

Frick frack. Tic Tac.

I just realized something. I have no plans for tonight. Nothing. Zero.

Oh sh!t. I\’m gonna be bored.